Well I've been married for twenty-sex days now. For the most part this marriage thing is working out. We've sent wedding announcements to our friends and family. Were planning a wedding cake reception for our families to attend. My mother isn't currently speaking to me because she didn't approve of me marrying Matt. She thinks it was a mistake. And I guess I can't blame her. She knows I'm not in love with Matt. My family was upset that we got married so quickly. When I pictured getting married I always thought I would have a big wedding and that I would marry a man I was madly in love with. We still haven't consummated the marriage. Matt wants too I know. I know he loves and wants me, but I still feel no attraction to him. I'm in between a rock and hard place and there's no escape!
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Take Care, and I hope you get outta that in between spot soon.
Have a great day!!
Your living a cartoon life. Steril, like plastic covers on a coutch.
It stays clean, but boring and shallow. Get out in the real world and meet someone that lights your fire. What are you ugly? Boring? Stupid? Did you give up on life? You have kids. Thats no excuse. There's someone out there for you and you must find them. Otherwise your life will ultimatly have no purpose. Love gives life purpose. Without it your just a stone. Or a plastic seat cover perserving an empty shell of a an existance. Go for it. You may lose, but if you don't try, you already have. |< << >> >|
"...twenty-sex days"?
Is that a typographical error?
This "being in love" is way over rated and besides that not substainable. If this man is someone you respect and care for, then be happy and ive your lives together. I live away from marriage but can appreciate that living with a companon has its benefits (and its drawbacks)
If you ever need to talk about your decision and choice to marry, I would happy to listen.
Geoff